Monday, May 6, 2013

After Cheat Lake

After the Cheat Lake investigations, I honestly don't remember how I got home. 
I remember seeing Cassandra getting pulled out of sight, and the next thing I knew I was walking through the door of my apartment.

I never spoke to the group again, either. I figured if anything had happened, they would have contacted me. So I guess the group kind of just fizzled out? 
I do wish I knew for sure what happened to Cassandra, and if the rest of them are okay. Thinking about it is something I try to avoid usually. There's just a lot of regret and anxiety and confusion about that night. 

Trying to remember what happened that night is like trying to remember a dream a few days after you've had it. 
You know it happened, but as much as you try to remember it, you just can't sort it out in your head. Nothing's there anymore. 
The memory has left you. 

But even then, the dream has still taken effect. 

Even then, you're aware that something is missing.